I’m not dead
Covered this not being dead thing on Pointysticks.
I’ll order some spinning fiber in the next couple of weeks, then I’ll dust off the wheel and get back to the sexy sexy yarn that is the raison d’ĂȘtre for this blog.
I’ve had a lot of frustrations through the past year, and that translated to me getting down on myself for my interests. I gave up on a lot of things that gave me pleasure and kept me more or less sane. Because that’s what I do when I feel rejected and insecure, I retreat into the safety of absolute inaction. I play possum. I don’t just hide, I hibernate.
Probably not the best tactic, because inevitably when I crawl out of my corner and wipe the sleep from my eyes I still have the same issues.
I can relate. It’s hard to pick ourselves up and brush ourselves off…